I found a list of daily prompts for journaling in June and thought I'd give it a shot.
Yes, it's late; life happens.
21. What motivates you?
I sign up for races in order to motivate myself to work out. I work out to help mitigate depression and construct purpose in my life.
I work so I can maintain the lifestyle I like, including living in a house instead of an apartment, eating good food, and socializing with friends.
I volunteer to support my hobbies (trail rebuilding and race volunteering) and (clinic escorting) to atone for my teenage years spent as a rabid pro-lifer.
22. What do you need?
Well, this prompt is painfully vague, isn't it?
wish I had more time and social energy. I'd been looking forward to
Queerbomb (the local anti-corporate-sponsorship alternative Pride event)
for weeks and very much wanted to attend, but I had two migraines and
slept very poorly every night in the week leading up to it and could not
muster an ounce of energy to spend with crowds when the day finally
came. I had strongly ambivalent feelings about not going.
wish there were more ways to spend time with the queer community that
weren't so late in the evenings or so spendy or so crowded always. Bisexuals are isolated enough; being an introvert doesn't help.
23. A way you relax:
I'm almost ashamed to
say (because our culture insists it is shameful) that I spend a lot of
my downtime with Netflix. I work full time and commute, which takes up
45-50 hours of my week. I'm training for a marathon, which includes
cross-training and occupies up to 10 hours a week. I socialize a bit
with my friends. And whatever is left after laundry, cleaning, and meal
prep goes to sitting on the couch watching cute shows and petting cats.
read more, but my job kind of burns me out on looking at words. I
shouldn't have to justify spending time watching TV, but I feel like I
have to because "laziness" is so reviled in our culture. Often I scan
photos or work on crafts while watching TV, but then that counts as
chores and work for me rather than relaxing.
Really, an episode of Charmed or Miss Fisher's Murder Mysteries is
such a lovely way to unwind before bed: clever, kind, kick-ass women
battle and defeat evil in an hour or less. What could be better?
24. The person you are currently grateful for:
I'm very grateful for the love, affection, and concern from my close friends and my sister. It's been a rough couple of weeks since the Orlando massacre, and it's been a huge help to know I have people who care for me and whom I can rely on. I've been sharing hugs and extra support with my housemates recently and lots of love with other friends as well.